Took everything off my inspiration board while I figure out how to re-work it...
Near the end of December I was feeling really burnt out and told myself I'd take the month of January "off"... I still packed and shipped artwork, sketched and planned but with less pressure to produce new work than I had felt over the past few months. I did some little DIY projects in our apartment, took photographs and worked on a couple custom paintings but not much more.
Holly of Decor8 recently blogged about accepting natural pauses in inspiration, especially when the weather gets cold and life outside seems to shut down a little too:
"I’ve been inspiration-challenged and unmotivated, like my creative fuel tank was at 1/4 and slipping rapidly towards empty. I get this feeling each and every January and attribute it to nature’s way of saying, “Slow down. Rest up, enjoy the silence in your head because it will soon be full speed ahead!”, and well… Nature knows best. Animals hibernate, trees stand naked with exposed limbs, soil freezes over with no signs of life and yet we always-hungry-for-more humans still push with all of our might to fly forward without any rest or reflection. The moment our body tells us to pause we think something is wrong and freak out. More and more, because I’ve noticed this January pattern for several years now and am “on” to it, I think something is right when I feel like doing a lot of nothing. My January down time is something I expect and roll with these days… Who cares, I reason, I’ll get back on my feet soon enough."I take heart in the fact that other creative people get into these same slumps, where it feels like you can do everything except what you are supposed to be good at-- creating. So the choice to take a break a good thing, because January was fabulous for living life and exploring the city with Mike and catching up with friends, but decidedly uninspired when it came to producing. One thing I've learned about the creative process is that you can't force it... you can prepare for it, practice it and even coax it along in hopes that you're just overlooking inspirational seeds already planted... but if nothing is happening, then nothing happens. At least that is how it is for me.
Luckily, just as you begin to get accustomed to the pause, the winds shift and creative sparks begin to fly again. Instead of staring at a blank canvas thinking "now what?", I have fully formed visions in my head just waiting for my hands to pick up paper and a brush. Some are new and some have been percolating for a while... I've had this photograph in my head for the last few months since taking the series during an awesome, serene moment alongside a river in Harpers Ferry, West Virginia, and finally started playing with it in a few new pieces. Here is one.